It's been a sort of strange week for me emotionally. I have really dug into my grief work, which means a lot of reflecting on him and our relationship. Reflection is tough stuff, and not just because it serves as a reminder of all the not so good things that happened in our relationship. It's also a reminder of all the awesome stuff we did together. Being alone is scary, but right alongside the fear I feel, I feel equal amounts of hope. There is something about the prospect of creating new memories, visiting new places, and experiencing something with someone new that is so...refreshing.
As I go into this weekend, feeling so hopeful, I can't help but have this song on replay in my mind. Now more than ever, I feel so incredibly brave.
And since your history of silence
Won't do you any good
Did you think it would?
Let your words be anything but empty
Why don't you tell them the truth?
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